'Make a wish' they said, together. 'Make a wish daddy, fasstt' added Agnes..
'And you have to close your eyes too'..sighed Lily..
Trying to follow these instructions, i simultaneously exhaled air and the candles extinguished.
This didn't make sense, blowing off the light from a piece of cream and then gulping off that very piece ..'like a savage pig' she used to say.. (Pigs are good people)
Earlier today, i had successfully completed another trip to the sun and in the process hadn't killed anyone.. These things are worth celebrating.. Right?
It doesn't matter if you agree or no, my kids did.
I crawled outside my being to meet an onslaught of love and affection. A conscious part of me, at-least what's left of it, was trying to make sure this doesn't become a habit. Habits are demons you carry on your back and in the quiet of the night they inject themselves into your souls, then they decide what you do, what you say, you don't want that, right?
Like this, right here, how they took over this Lily, Agnes note.
Anyways, when i woke up in the morning there were elephants above my head. These elephants were balloon elephants, you could make the elephant less fat, but do they even care?
Mavshi had a hot cup of tea ready, there was food too today, i was tempted to say thank you. But she would retort and say, its only for today, i didn't have this conversation. Should we have these scripted conversations, the one's we know how they are gonna end?
Few packages lay below my hagrid - big foot - ewoks replica. My pile of gifts. I took some-time to unwrap all of them. I sometimes need these gifts. They are carrots to the daily stick - sticky being. Shouldn't i just stop being?
Make a wish my sweet-hearts said. A wish is a dash of hope amidst all hopelessness, an impossibility, a smiling icicle in front of the sun.
I closed eyes, wished and then quietly crawled back inside..
These wishes are the end of me.
Hdk
'And you have to close your eyes too'..sighed Lily..
Trying to follow these instructions, i simultaneously exhaled air and the candles extinguished.
This didn't make sense, blowing off the light from a piece of cream and then gulping off that very piece ..'like a savage pig' she used to say.. (Pigs are good people)
Earlier today, i had successfully completed another trip to the sun and in the process hadn't killed anyone.. These things are worth celebrating.. Right?
It doesn't matter if you agree or no, my kids did.
I crawled outside my being to meet an onslaught of love and affection. A conscious part of me, at-least what's left of it, was trying to make sure this doesn't become a habit. Habits are demons you carry on your back and in the quiet of the night they inject themselves into your souls, then they decide what you do, what you say, you don't want that, right?
Like this, right here, how they took over this Lily, Agnes note.
Anyways, when i woke up in the morning there were elephants above my head. These elephants were balloon elephants, you could make the elephant less fat, but do they even care?
Mavshi had a hot cup of tea ready, there was food too today, i was tempted to say thank you. But she would retort and say, its only for today, i didn't have this conversation. Should we have these scripted conversations, the one's we know how they are gonna end?
Few packages lay below my hagrid - big foot - ewoks replica. My pile of gifts. I took some-time to unwrap all of them. I sometimes need these gifts. They are carrots to the daily stick - sticky being. Shouldn't i just stop being?
Make a wish my sweet-hearts said. A wish is a dash of hope amidst all hopelessness, an impossibility, a smiling icicle in front of the sun.
I closed eyes, wished and then quietly crawled back inside..
These wishes are the end of me.
Hdk
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